Wednesday 29 June 2005

i'm from hell

sometimes, you just can't play with your mood, sometimes you just too busy to care about your mood. i don't even feel myself when i just so unconciously doing the things that i hate. this is true, no one can deny or defeat it. and i, right now, started with a very bad unlucky day, when i was just about to leave the hell's door, the sky opened up and poured some fucking rain on my fucking shoes. i hate it, i really hate it. i tried to reach this lousy cyber cafe, once i just stepped in side and met those bitches waitress, the rain just stopped! clean and fucking clear i can see from inside through the big glass windows. Oh God, fire burn inside of my heart and i can feel the heat just burning every inches of my skin! i wish it just Boom! Fuck!





About the fucking bitch employer again, Oh...i've got nothing to say about her anymore. she just giving me headache and tiring me. last week i don't know what's wrong with her, she don't pay my salary on time, deliberately delayed a week after the supposing date. hell yeah! i know what she is doing, tried to make me suffer and fasten my belt. Oh no! no way! i won't give her a chance. haha! i started to remind her, let her know is the time to pay me otherwise i will just keep on drive her nuts! this is mad.





tell you what, English's weather is so crazy! they definately can get four type of stupid seasons in a day. can be spring, summer, fall and winter just keep on  switching time to time. silly, isn't it? i'm really sick of it. what a weird!





i play quite an importand role in the take away shop right now, they can't easily sack me off, because i know every single thing in their shop, i manage to work it out without the existence of the bitch employer. So, eventually, she started to gone mad and skying all the time she can. Oh no, she just put herself in a very unsafe situation. she depends on me too much, she ain't care about her business, she just make fun of it, one day for sure her business will definately shut by her ownself.

Friday 10 June 2005

i always thinking about to leave the job

How are you all? i'm Bai Sheng, Her.... i still live in Perivale, London. Dsc00026 This is the the accommodation provided by the fucking employer, my employer is a ladyDsc03966 , she is about 30ties, married, and have husband in China. However, i'm so busybody and heard that she got kids but don't have the close relationship with her husband nowadays. So, she decided to have an affair with a chinese guy hereDsc03926 . they are both applied to be a refugee and seeking protection from the UK gov. But, i really have no idea how they get all the process done.





this bitch, is really a bitch. i hate her alot. scolded me coz i can't really help her in the fucking kitchenDsc00016 , and i'm just the role of fucking counter boy Dsc00009 infront of her fucking door to take the orders from door coming customer and receiving telephone orders. she tenant out her upstaires rooms to some other fucking chinese from the fucking China using their own stupid local language which only ghost can understand, eventually, i was alienated.





To be continued..... (i'm off to the fucking job right now, can't write anymore longer, sorry to all my friends in the usage of vulgar language, but i think it is appropriate to use it that way).