Wednesday 28 September 2005

Why i always walk alone?

It's been quite a long time I didn't put the pen to the paper here. Last week, I was acutely indisposed. Never thought that I couldn’t hold my fingers up and when I was sleeping just like sleeping in a sarcophagus and buried in a subterranean grave, which made me can’t breath and even I can breath, I can’t even sleep well for the whole night sweating on my pillows and bed. I started to pay no heed to the first symptoms, fever. As far as I concern, as long as I can do the usual works then it’s fine for me to take no notice of my infirmity. But, I’m just too asinine to assume it that way and just because that I am simply procrastinating. My body’s temperatures gone higher and higher, and the nightmare were in full swing when I felt ablaze in my throat and awfully dehydrated.



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Right, chicken hot wings, fish and chips and kebabs irrefutably contributed a lot for this marvellous tick for me. How can I forget for all these hot and venomous foods during my last week’s meals? Too late for me to feel sorry, I’m so regretted and I told myself I shouldn’t ate all that shit. When a person who is doesn’t have an adequate amount of luck, mostly just like the Chinese idioms said: wrecked roof face the pouring rain, and the sinking ship had the thunderstorm. You will definitely look at the sky above and say: Oh My God! Please!



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I don’t know who passed the virus to me, whilst I was in the street, in a pub or in any unrestricted places. But, I’m sure must be one of the wankers out there! The situation worsens and as soon as I wanted to shriek, there was really no tears for me dab. Fuck’s sake! You can see in my eyes’ balls are full of red, I turned the new bought heater to the max and the room’s temperature was gone up to 30°C. But, the problem is: why I still feel freezing?! A diminutive voice tells in my mind: Oh My God! This time I’m gonna be departed!



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Nothing much I can bother about, I just leave it and let it to continue happened. What could I do? I grabbed the pills and tablets and mixed them all together where I brought them from Malaysia, disregarded the instructions stated at the tiny bag and let me be myself a doctor once or twice or more. Ha! Ha! The next day, I can’t even walk because of the ache in my stomach and pains in my some other’s body parts. Oh great! What a great day for me! Finally, I went to the local GP (General Practitioner) to get some help, it was a sun-drenched day, but it was the atrocious day for me. I spoke to my brother, and a brilliant guy like him told me that I should get vaccinated which I didn’t. So, I asked him what kind of the vaccine I should get? He told me the vaccine should be injected in advance time when I suppose to be a adorable, juvenile, lovely, babyish boy, called MMR (Measles, Mumps, Rubella). Unfortunately, I never heard of it and I replied: What?!



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Now, you should know what kind of virus I’ve got for the last whole week. I’ve checked the information online and the kind-hearted nurse also showed the details to me as well, very rare for people to die because of this disease but please believe me, for male contagious, he is virtually dead.

Sunday 4 September 2005

无悔的回忆

真得很想闭上眼睛



让大地下一场红雨



自己也会感到诧异



心好像碎掉的玻璃



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可不可以撤手不理



不用烦恼不用自娱



这样显得一干二净



没有什么千丝万缕



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一颗满树都是绿意



我种下的过去往昔



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真得很想张开眼睛



看到大地恢复元气



自己也会感到惊喜



心好像透明的玻璃



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怎样可以撤手不理



不能摆脱不能抽离



就让我沉沉地睡去



搁下全部千头万绪



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怎样可以找到绿意



依然安稳一如往昔



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原来一直没有忘记



单纯的我欢天喜地



那种喜悦比风还轻



我无悔的点点滴滴